heres another one.

school has been a little stressful. i really shouldn't be letting it get to me, but i'm human. it's really all that's been on mind lately.



yesterday, we had a really good worship service. i actually feel emotionally drained from it. not that it's a bad thing. and part of it is probably because i haven't been sleeping well. -.-

closing points:

i don't want to change the fbball rules.

jay-z's cd is pretty good. i like the songs 2-5 and the last one.

but he'll never be blu.

i want to go to chicago in december.

i'm on tom bradys dick.

and i'll end on that awkward note.

-Dan.

wolf dog.

today. @ around 7 in the morning.

i got attacked by a wolf dog in feljohns driveway. what a way to start the day. it was a playful creature.

the prequel to all this was the marquez-mayweather fight (hardly). so i slept over feljohn.

note to self. feljohns living room has the loudest tick tocking clock on planet earth. so since i didn't get any sleep yesterday, i'm really tired. bout to hit the sack after some time on the sticks. i have to make up a lab lecture that i missed last week tomorrow. YAY! an extra day of professor G. that's what's up.

-Dan.

true or false?

“Some of us fuss so much over making the 'right' choice, but in life, all that's really needed is to make any' good' choice, believe in it, go through with it, and accept the consequences.”

-Dan.

19.

i wonder how to go about it.

prayer.
contemplation.
relaxtion.
go somewhere.

i don't know. it'll be a good year.

-Dan.

i'm trying to get to this place
my grandpa told me about as a child.
he told me only few can make it.
and the faithless ain't allowed.
be a star out your gang.
and aim above the clouds.
and if you miss,
you'll @least be amongst your own crowd.

the world is

below the heavens.

i was really feeling that song today.

when i really took the time to listen to it on the ride home from school today, i derived my own meaning from it.

'who's world is it?
the world is yours.'

when Nas used it, it was a good thing.

the world was ours for the taking.
the world was ours to rule.
the world was ours to enjoy.

but Blu takes a more cynical look @ the phrase.

the world is our hell.
the world is below the heavens.
the world is our burden.
the world is our prison.

whos hell is it?
whos burden is it?
whos prison is it?

it's ours.

'f*ck jewels, i think my soul glows bright enough, and
f*ck whips, i learn more when i ride the bus, and
f*ck gold, it's bad enough we have to fight for bucks, and
f*ck hoes, cause in the end i need a wife to love, plus
heaven is the life for us.'

i love BLU.

-Dan.

memories.

now you tell me what hurts more.
love packing up and walking out the door,
or knowing you had a chance
to keep it in your arms,
then realizing that it's long gone.

you said i never did all the little things.
but all i ever heard was mumbling.
i let you get away.
slip into yesterday.
now all i have are...

memories.

in philadelphia the last 2 days having fun.

there have been a lot of things on mind.

and i'm sure it will stay that way for a while.

i have school tomorrow. sigh. life.

-Dan.

maaan.

i thought school was starting on the 8th.

it started 2 days ago.

thanks ronick. lolol.

-Dan.